Like, shake in my boots, feel like I am going to vomit...etc. If that isn't enough of a picture I am not sure what else is! **knock on wood** I have never had a fall at one or anything to warrant this fear, but it still exists all the same.
So, while working I will listen or catch up on some things and today happens to be the Pan American Prep event broadcast on USEF's network: http://www.usefnetwork.com/featured/2015GreatMeadow/
Well let me tell you, their drop in the XC phase made my heart stop...literally every time a rider went through it...it didnt help a few almost or did wipe out.
Anyway...here is a recent attempt back in May schooling (good things these don't happen until Novice!)
Needless to say this was hairy at best all three times...but my saint of a horse babysat me when majority of the time she really doesnt! At least she has my back for me on this one!