Either way, it sucks. And to top it off, I tend to feed off it...so once I am feeling weak, my overly sensitive side kicks in and FOMO starts to happen, self doubt etc.
|Tillie says cheer up!|
Right now the inspiration just isnt coming. Yet, I couldnt be more proud of Tillie lately and I am so excited for my barn mates on their first outing being such a huge success!! (You can read Emma's take on it here).
Not sure whats going on....if this does all boil down to not being able to teach so I am stressing about income (my teaching pays for my horse hobby only - its how I can afford it outside of my day job). Its funny how happiness and security can be so fickle...when just last weekend I was riding high! Ah such is life I guess.
Anyway...lets here what motivates you when you get down?